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Mentally ill Under Attack

by Michael Lake - this is... NiceMike.com


Attacks started in the army after I was diagnosed with mental illness.  I was repeatedly punished, told I was dangerous and a failure, then discharged.  I lived with this image until I was told a civic group could help.  Again I was attacked for having mental illness.  Looking for compassion, I wrote to them about fears I was confonted with.  Then I was attacked by police, criminal prosecutors, and court.  They all accepted I was dangerous.
 
1. Am I dangerous? 2. Army experience 3. Civic group - legal system 4. New help failure 9-22-04 5. You can help

Am I dangerous - Army  Civic Group  Plus legal system

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See for youself - clips from the evidence:
I was diagnosed with BiPolar Mood Disorder several months before trouble started.  Medical people conviced me that I could still be a soldier.  Like a lobster being boiled alive, I did not fully connect that mental illness was a real problem.  UCMJ is like the U.S. Army's version of criminal law.

myself: 
myself: ...I could not believe it
myself: 
myself: 
mental illness is a personal problem and not medical?
rehabilitate myself from a mental illness?!!!
are there any records of this "outbust"? the truth is more disturbing.

When I joined the civic group, I did not know the reason for my fear.*  As you can see, I had society and the U. S. Army to thank.  Not knowing any better, I confessed these fears.  The policeman took note of my army fear, and "tested" me.  I tried to deal with it but the image of the confontation would not go away.  This world was full of lies.  I had to find the truth.  My life depended on it.
confessing my fears: 

("Manic depression is bi-polar mood disorder.)
effect of the "test": 
asked to read at meeting: 
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cards sent members: 


The state becomes involved in the attack on me, under the banner of the law.
reply to prosecutor: 
I kept trying: 


 
 

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I had to endure all of this alone.  Every painful insult and every devious twist of the truth into fantasy.  I could imagine the snickering of how happy they were to stick it to me.  No one asked how their actions were impacting me.  No one cared.  I was the monster to them.  History, news, movies, and all had done their work.  Now these people could live out the fantasy given to them by society.  It is easier to follow the masses then to think for yourself.

About the evidence and witnesses:  Was I was physically confonting or making explicit illegal threats?  Where?  The documents considered most damning are on this website.  The affidavits from witnesses do not name any physical or direct criminal threat.  Their lawer, who was disbarred for dishonesty last year, made a lot of claims.  Some of his claims were outright lies!  Unfortuantely, I was telling the truth as I understood it.  My claims were based on hate that I saw over my mental illness.  Fear that I was a sick dangerous mentally ill person seems to be the main claim about me.

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Other websites related to mental illness:
. The Criminalization of Mental Illness - I am afraid of society because of this history!
. Mindless and Deadly - Media hype on mental illness and violence
. How do Americans perceive mental illness?
. Homeless and Mentally Ill = Criminal?
. Representing a Mentally Disabled Client
. To deal with mentally ill, cops act as 'social workers'
. "Standard Social Security Administrative Psychiatric Disability Denial Notices May be Constitutionally Defective"
. Job Rights for the Mentally Ill
. Tormenting the Mentally Ill: A Case of Disability Discrimination
. Work Concerns about "dangerous" people
. Someone with Mental Illness - John Forbes Nash: Websites about - Movie based on his life: "A Beautiful Mind".
. National Institute of Mental Health, NIMH, about BiPolar Disorder.
  (I do not agree with all of their claims, what is societies impact?)

Have a copy of this website:  I am still afraid of those people who want to silence me.  So, here is a copy of this website incase something happens.  If I disappear, let people see.  God only knows if I am being parinoid or if I have serious reasons to be afraid.

You need both:  Mental-ill-attacked-main.zip + Mental-ill-attacked-why-subdirectory.zip



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* I did not look at my U. S. Army paperwork until the beginning of 2004.  There were many questions about my fears, feelings, and mental illness that I could not answer for the civic group and court.  When I looked at the documents it was clear where my fears about mental illness first came from.  The attempts to conform, understand, adapt, and put my feelings on paper, all started with those army counseling statements.  Societys fear of mental illness in our news, movies, laws, and elsewhere added to my fears (look at the links).

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